Wednesday 29 April 2009

What a prayer is worth (1)

Nearly one week and i have not written anything...im so sorry blog~

I actually wrote this a few days ago, but did not have time to spruce it up, so here it is today~

This month, im not going to be online much as i took the limited internet connection. I do hope in that way i can and should and must study!haihh~

here goes~


It was a very tiring day today,time stretched on and on like a snail. It was a hot, humid, dry day and it was the day that we had to run around in cricles like mad men 6 times on a very unhappy looking field full of mud holes.

Anyway, i didnt mind that much. Running is my passion, although it looks weird if people ask me what is my hobby and i put running as my top choice. I wish it was something cooler though.

So, after a weary day on campus, i came back home around 5.10, eyes half closed, sleepy from the morning activity. Maghrib comes at 5.45 now, so i gleefully jumped on my bed, put the fan on full blast,and dozed straight away. Emmm~ how good it feels to sleep. One of the best things God invented for us human beings. Oh, and by the way, i put running and sleeping as my passion hand in hand. Maybe i prefer sleeping more than running.hehe

My lazy eyes would open every 5 minutes, a biological clock informing me that i have not prayed asar yet. Its still a good half hour before Maghrib right and i am terribly sleepy. I commented to myself as my heart lolled me to sleep sweetly. By the time i woke up, it was too late. I could hear the song of Maghrib ringing in the air. I jumped from my bed, but i could not do anything, the time for Asar had passed~

Dalam sebuah hadis dijelaskan bahawa Nabi s.a.w. ada bersabda menyatakan,apabila seseorang itu tidur, iblis akan mengikat di atas kepala orang yang berkenaan tiga ikatan. Iblis berkata, kau mempunyai masa tidur yang panjang. Tidurlah! Apabila orang yang berkenaan terjaga dari tidur, lalu menyebut nama Allah, maka terhurailah satu ikatan. Apabila ia berwuduk,maka terhurailah ikatan yang kedua, dan apabila orang yang berkenaan sembahyang, terhurailah ikatan yang ketiga.


Dalam Surah Maryam: 59-60 tersebut firman Allah: Maka datanglah sesudah mereka pengganti yang mensia-siakan sembahyang dan menurutkan hawa nafsunya, maka mereka kelak akan menemui kesesatan, kecuali orang yang bertaubat, beriman dan beramal soleh.

Menurut Ibn Abbas, yang dimaksudkan dengan ``mensia-siakan sembahyang itu bukan mereka yang meninggalkan semua sembahyang, tetapi mereka yang mengtakhirkan atau melambat-lambatkan sembahyang daripada waktunya.


Sad bin Abi Waqaas, seorang daripada 10 orang yang dijanjikan syurga, di antara orang yang awal memeluk Islam berkata, beliau telah bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w. tentang mereka yang lalai terhadap sembahyang.Baginda menjawab menyatakan bahawa mereka itu adalah orang yang melambat-lambatkan sembahyang. Mereka sembahyang tetapi mengambil ringan menyebabkan sembahyang di akhir waktu. Allah menjanjikan mereka ``Neraka Wail, iaitu satu neraka yang amat sakit azabnya. Sesetengah ulama menyatakan Neraka Wail adalah satu lembah yang terdapat dalam Neraka Jahanam. Seandainya dilalukan bukit-bukit yang terdapat di dunia ini diatasnya, nescaya cair semuanya kerana sangat panas. Neraka itu adalah tempat tinggal mereka yang lalai terhadap ibadah sembahyang kecuali mereka yang menyesal dan bertaubat.




Heres a few things i read that made me feel really bad about what i have been doing all this while. It may seem something so simple as to just extend to the last few minutes of the allocated prayer time. And yet, it is a fatal choice that i choose. As of now, i am writing this article and have not prayed Maghrib yet. Nadya, nadya, when will you learn your lesson ~ ALright, 5 minutes more and i will definitely be on my way for my prayers

Anyway, i would like to share an experience of mine. When i was a teenager, i had lots of pimples. REally! IT was so horrible and i had zillions of it that people called me pizza face. I hated it! At that same era, i was also not fond of praying. Whenever my mother asked me to pray, after approximately 3 times calling my name, i would force myself to get on my feet and go to my room. But I didnt go to my room to pray that is~ I just folded and unfolded the prayer mat so that it would look like i did, lie on the bed for 5 minutes and then come out of my room with a triumphant smile plastered on my face. Mom, i finished praying...i would say~

Little did i know, my mom is a wise woman. And moms know when their children did not pray. So one day, mom told me, `tau tak kenapa muka tu penuh jerawat, tu la, x iklhas ambik air sembahyang, sembahyang pun x` Gulp! How did she know. Mom said again, try praying with whole heartedly, im sure those pimples will go away. SO i tried. IT was more about feeling guilty about lying to mom than trying to shoo away the pimples.

So i thought id give praying a shot, id pray righteously for 2 weeks, and see if it made any difference inside and outside. So i prayed diligently for those 2 weeks, my pimples were getting redder and redder, but i still prayed. At the end of the 2 weeks, i said to myself, owh what the heck, i might just keep on praying. And the next day after i said that, all of a sudden, all my pimples disappeared! REally! Everyone was dumbfounded! What product did i use! How did my skin get so smooth in a day. I just smiled silently, in my heart i knew, there was only one product that worked, it was Gods~


** Hmmm, theres 2 more things i would like to share with the public, but i should not be late in my prayers right. Thats the whole point of this entry, and if i dont do as i say, that would make me a hypocrite.

**I will write on later tonight i guess, hopefully, so please keep on reading~ =)

** THeres a comparative religion seminar tonight, and it would be extremely interesting. For those who are not planning on coming, do come, we need to open up our minds on our religion and on others.

** This entry is to be continued~~~

8 comments:

Rafahiah Haron said...

Best entry ni (^_^)
-Same la dulu pn mls smyg gak, masuk bilik ubah position sejadah je, pastu siap.
-sdgkn skrg smyg 5 waktu tp position sejadah tetap same, x pyh ubah2 pn.heehee..
-ni nak p comparative religion, sepatutny pegi 4.30 tp buat jadual sendiri nk pg 7.30.hikhik

.:: Miss Indee ::. said...

Salam...

Hye nadya...

I'm back to read your entry... =)
This time, your entry berjaya membawa my mind balik ke zaman2 sekolah menengah dulu. Same like you, dulu masa zaman sekolah menengah sangatlah susah dan payah nak solat dengan baik. Kirenye melambat2kan solat tu mcm perkara biasa la. Sometimes, ade jugak terbuat2 lupe nak solat. Pastu buat2 taktau je. hehe... Tapi kalau tibe2 rase mcm serba salah tu cepat2 la saya qada'kan balik. Kadang2 jela. (mengqada'kan solat yang sengaja ditinggalkan... entah mazhab ape la yang saya guna masa tu. hehe...).

Macam tulah perangai sampai form 3 ke form 4 kalau tak silap. Tapi bile umo makin meningkat, kesedaran tu mula datang. Lagi2 bile parents sangat menitik beratkan bab2 solat. Dan bila fikir2kan balik... rasa malu jugak kat diri sendiri. Tapi memang perubahan tu tak berlaku dengan drastik la... Mula2, I promised to my self untuk memenuhkan solat 5 waktu. Dan akhirnya 5 waktu solat tu berjaya dipenuhkan walaupun kadang2 dah nak masuk waktu lain baru terhegeh-hegeh nak amek wudu' and solat (Teruk betul! huhu...) Lepas da berjaya penuhkan 5 waktu, saya cuba pulak taknak melewat2kan solat. Alhamdulillah, bolehlah nak kate berjaya jugak. Tapi semua tu memang ambil mase yang sangat lama. Masuk matrix baru la OK skit. Itu pun bila saya sedar betapa teruknya saya kalau nak dibandingkan dengan kawan2 yang lain. Masa tu memang rasa sangat malula dengan diri sendiri. Dan bermula dari matrix, saya cuba pulak mencari jalan untuk khusyuk dalam solat. And saya ade terbaca ayat kat bawah ni.


"Maka kecelakaanlah bagi orang-orang solat, (iaitu) orang-orang yang lalai dari solatnya." [Surah Al-Ma'un : ayat 4-5]

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud "Berapa banyak orang yang mendirikan solat, tetapi yang di perolehi hanya penat dan letih, kerana mereka itu lalai dalam sembahyangnya."


Memang semua orang boleh solat 5 waktu sehari semalam... Tapi sangat susah untuk dapat khusyuk dalam solat tu. Kalau solat tak khusyuk, penat dan letih je la yang kita dapat. Tapi semua tu takkan datang sendiri kalau kita tak berusaha.. Betul tak nadya? Saya harap, saya takkan berputus asa untuk mencari kekhusyukkan dalam solat tu. Bagi saya, biar lambat... asalkan kita ada usaha dan betul2 ikhlas dengan apa yang kita buat. =)

And Nadya, thanks for the nice entry... =)

p/s : Sorry kalau ayat saya tunggang terbalik dan macam rojak. Malas mau memikirkan ayat yang mengikut tatabahasa yang betul. haish~ sorry once again. =)

.:: Miss Indee ::. said...

Errkkk... tak perasan my comment panjang berjela... Maaf sekali lagi. huhu...

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

To yah~

tula, dulu time kecik2 x faham apa erti solat...haihh...dahla x solat, tipu mak ayah time tu...mcm menyesal pulak..

adakah budak kecik smua suka tukar postion sejadah kalau nak tipu dah sembahyang~~hehehe

tadi pergi comparative religion pun lambat jgk....pkul 7.30 baru sampai, dhla dah start~haihh..ruginya saya

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

DEar miss indee,

kalau ingat balik zaman dulu2 msti tersipu2 malu coz dlu xsuka solat and suka tipu parents.

dulu time xsolat tu, xterasa bersalah meninggalkn solat.. tp once dah start smbahyang penuh, akan rasa gelisah kalau x solat lg...i wonder why that happens right..but maybe, thats a reminder for us not to forget to do something that is good in our life~

Im facing a very bad problem now, slalu melewatkan waktu smbahyang. sampai skrg. haihh~ sedang berusaha to change, but as you said, it does take a long time. how did you try to change that~i still have not succeeded much until now...sadly~

And about staying khusyuk during solat, thats another hard thing to do. time solat je, suddenly akan teringat bnda2 yg bfo dat xingt pun. sometimes, it gets so bad that i forget that i need to focus during prayers. so i just go on autopilot and recite the prayers like a speeding bullet. then only after i finish, i realise that i did not even remember what i prayed~

owh how vulnerable i am to the whispers of satan~~~~

anyway, miss indee, thank you for sharing your experiences too~ and i dont mind the long comment at all =)

zacky Fauzie said...

cool,,
tulisan yg ringan dengan makna yg berat,,,
aku merasa ga punya kapasitas untuk bicara.aku malu.heheee

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

zacky, ke mana km menghilang~hehe

.:: Miss Indee ::. said...

Hye...

Finally, i got a chance to visit ur blog... Dari semalam nak melawat, tak sempat2... Ade je benda yang nak kene buat... hehe...

Like u said, "dulu time xsolat tu, xterasa bersalah meninggalkn solat.. tp once dah start smbahyang penuh, rasa gelisah kalau x solat lg". Sama jugak macam saya... Saya berpendapat bukan kita berdua je akan rasa gelisah tapi setiap orang akan mengalami perasaan yang same kalau die meninggalkan sesuatu perkara yang dah biasa die lakukan tak kiralah perkara baik atau pun sebaliknya. Kalau kita rasa gelisah bila tak buat benda baik takpela. Tapi bila gelisah tak buat benda yang tak baik tu kene lawan la kan. hehe...

Tentang melewatkan solat tu, saya berpegang kepada ayat ni... "Where there's a Will, there's a way..." Selagi kita berusaha, tak berputus asa dan cuba buat yang terbaik secara berterusan insyaAllah kita akan dapat ape yang kita mahukan.

Macam tu jugak dengan khusyuk dalam solat... Saya masih berusaha untuk mendapatkan kekhusyukan dalam solat tu. Memang diakui bukan satu perkara yang mudah. Sometimes, b4 solat tu confident abes nak solat dengan khusyuk.. Tapi sampai rakaat ke 3 or ke 4... fikiran da sampai mane2 ntah... Haish~ Ape2pun... yang penting kita tak mudah berputus asa. Jiayu nadya! InsyaAllah kita takkan dikecewakan sebab Allah tu Maha Adil...

Nadya, fyi, saya ni bukannye skema2 sangat... i mean takdela baik sangat pun... (risau kalau awak anggap saya ni skema sangat ke ape ke... hehe...). Mcm awak jugak... saya bercerita dan berikan pendapat berdasarkan pengalaman dan logik akal sahaja. =)

Okay... I want to read your next entry...

Thanks nadya... =)