Thursday, 8 October 2009

naked man and naked woman

I just finished an hour at the gym, i need the exercise as i seem to increase in size the moment i stop working out. Me and my friend always walk back home from the gym, no matter rain or shine and nothing ever bothered us, not the dusty pavements, not the noise or even the abundant cars along the road...that is, until one day...

We came out a bit later than usual from the gym, we walked back side by side while talking along the way. Suddenly, out of nowhere, there was a burst of pain on the right side of my shoulder. I turned my head as quickly as i could, my left hand clutching my shoulder as the pain radiated down my whole arm. My eyes caught the deep stare of this half naked woman staring at me as if she wanted to gouge my eyes out. Thats when i realized that she had punched me with all her strength, and looked like she wanted to do it again. I dont know the reason why she did it, except that she was not in her right state of mind, said my friend who told me she always saw her along the road.

My next encounter was not that scary, except for the fact that it was dark, silent and i was ALONE.

After finishing my dinner at a local eatery near my place, i decided at that very second that i wanted to go buy some dvds. I took the angkot as i did not bring my car at the time. The dvd seller smiled at me, gave his usual recommendations of movies that he knew i liked, and i ended up buying more than i had money in my pocket to pay with. The dvd seller knew me well, and he said i did not need to pay the rest of it. But i still did not have that 1k to pay my angkot fee back. so i decided to walk, i looked at my watch, it was nearly 9. its ok, i told myself,im used to it...

I took the small black bag full of dvds, and kept staring at the ground, as i walked back. There were not many people around, 2 guys were walking in front of me. Suddenly, i heard hushed voices as they quickened their steps. Wondering what was going on, i looked past them, but as quickly, looked another way again. Oh my God, it was a naked man, walking towards me. I walked as closely as possible to the 2 boys in front of me, and they as quickly, was walking away as well!

To my dismay, they took a turning to somewhere else, and i was left all alone on the street to face the man who was also not in his right state of mind. I didnt know where to look, look up, and i would see his scary face, look down and err, i see err something else pulak kan..huhu...so i looked to my left, breathing prayers as fast as the wind so that he would just pass on peacefully. He slowed his step as we nearly bumped into each other....slowly, slowly, until he came to an abrupt stop beside me. I wanted to scream or run, but i knew if i did that, things would turn out worse. He stopped, glanced at me, with a half sad- half mad face, and finally decided to walk away.

YOu bet i ran ALL the way home!


I didnt write this today just to tell you about my experience with naked people, (pun unintended) because i bet my friends here have experienced a lot of this as well.
i was just thinking that I go through my daily life quite satisfactorily, i dont think i have any reason not to be happy, and yet here i am always feeling sad and unhappy without a reason to be so. I have everything needed to live a normal life, have people that care for and love me, and yet i do seem ungrateful at times.

What if i was like the really lonely people out there, the naked man, the naked woman. who do not have anyone to love them, feed them, or even clothe them. Would i be someone walking along a dusty road, avoided and shunned by the public.
And i would be alone, all alone...i wonder how would that feel~

Guess i just want to thank God that im alive and well...

PS:

~1 year ago, i made a deal with God...no one knows what it is...but God knows i didnt quite keep my part of the deal

~Theres this really nice book that a friend gave to me, and i like to read this part of the Du`a, although i havent done it for quite some time...

YA ALLAH, AKU BERLINDUNG KEPADA MU DARI RASA GELISAH DAN SEDIH, DARI KELEMAHAN DAN KEMALASAN, DARI SIFAT PENGECUT DAN BAKHIL, DARI TEKANAN HUTANG, DAN KESEWENANGAN ORANG

YA ALLAH, SEHATKAN BADANKU

YA ALLAH, SEHATKAN PENDNGARANKU

YA ALLAH, SEHATKAN PENGLIHATANKU

ps ps::

im sorry about the bad posts and updates, im actually working on something at the moment, which must be kept a secret until it has succeeded..sorrry!!

15 comments:

al_madd said...

doa dari al mathurat k??

ex-unpad said...

salam nad..the way u elaborate the story make me feel like i am in ur shoes..make me remember those days in jatinangor where i met with half naked man..fortunately i'm not alone bcoz there are many people around..i'm juz ignore him..but yeah thanx to remind me that they have their own memories and reason why they became like that..take care~

YDP PKPMI Pusat 09/10 said...
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YDP PKPMI Pusat 09/10 said...

haiyoo..
awat mau rasa sedey2..
donia mmg la byk masalah..
ak tgk satu show nama dia mario teguh (golden ways)
tajuk dia..hak utk berbahagia..
soklan dia mudah jek
'mengapa kita perlu utk meletakkan syarat utk berbahagia?
kebahagiaan bkn terletak di hadapan kita tapi terletak di dlm hati'
simple word but deep..dats wut i thougt when hear it..
so..when we aways think bout wut makes us happy..n makes ur life miserable..y juz we accept it wutever dat we receive?..
no matter how good or how bad is it?
not aways in this life we can aways get wut we want..
God NOT give wut u WANT but give u what u NEED.
n sumtimes d bad thing dat u get is ACTUALLY wut u NEED..
so juz accept n redha!
then u will be happy!!
:)

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

al_madd :yupp, its from al mathurat..i think it does help to keep us at peace while readin it..hehe

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

ex-unpad:

hehe...we do get to meet a lot of naked people here right..i think ive seen atleast nearly 10 times already in jatinangor itself.

But on a more serious note, it is sad to see them, and i wish something could be done to help them, or at least some one could donate clothes to them..

anyway, do take care as well!

as i am ~ NADYA~ said...

ydp pkpmi pusat 09\10..(aiyoo..panjang nye nama..haha)

it is true that we should be happy about what we face and receive in our daily lives.

theres this doctor who told someone who i was with at the time, that there are certain things that we can do to stop us from feeling alone and sad.

the most important thing is to get enough sleep at the proper time. for example, if we sleep to early in the day, and then cant sleep at night, we would have the empty time all alone when everyone is asleep. thats when we would get ugly thoughts in our minds, telling us sad things, making us very unhappy.

yupp, all we have to do, is smile, take a deep breath and take life as it is...LIFE~

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